November 19th, 2008 (11:58 am)
current mood: bouncy
I am so happy, I found the new interview in Las Vegas Weekly that was published about Ronnie. I am ecstatic, it feels like I am walking through clouds. God, I love him so much. It fills me with hope that he is happy and content, and has plans for when he gets out. He is getting clean, he is in a rehab program, he's actually being responsible for his drug addiction. Bless him!! I absolutely fell in love with him all over again. I have to admit, it's EXTREMELY nice to hear Ronnie's side of the story. It's nice to hear someone listening to him and understanding what he has to say, instead of calling him a killer and a junkie, insisting that he's good for nothing. That makes me SO fucking angry. I like Escape The Fate a lot, but it's not that great to see them being down on Ronnie (in fact all the damn fans are, as well) and then putting out pictures and interviews, expecting a lot of praise. In my opinion, real fans of the band wouldn't want one side of the band turning on another.
I don't know, I just relate more to Ronnie. So fucking screw me. It's hard to like ETF after all their drama. Another big difference is that ETF are always yelling at the fans or being extremely cold to them, saying pretty much 'fuck you' and whatnot. Ronnie is the opposite. He's extremely sorry for the things he has done to the fans in the past, and even said that it was his karma that came back to him and landed him in prison. He's working SO HARD at answering every single letter that the fans send him.
I don't know, it's just wonderful to see Ronnie living up to his potential and getting healthy. He's one step at a time working through his problems. Someday, when he gets stronger, I would love to see the band that he creates. :) I'm behind him all the way. I support him. I don't support his drug use or legal troubles, but I support him as a person because I believe he's a wonderful, intelligent guy. *HUGGLES*